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Samantha Muise is destroying her life; (omuse) wrote,
@ 2012-01-13 00:04:00

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I keep thinking I see him. Everywhere. Everywhere. It doesn’t even have to look like him, just- the way they turn their heads, or someone has his cologne, or the way they laugh, and I just see him. Right there where they are. Just for a second. Like really see him, I could swear it’s him. But it never is.

This is probably what going crazy is like. Except crazy people aren’t supposed to know they’re crazy. Ha, ha.

Wonder, if he was at one of the parties, would I try to make out with him? Hell maybe that’s already happened. God. Ok, no, I’d remember that. I’d have to. Would anyone tell me if I did that? [TAYGETE] wouldn’t let me do that. She’s not always there though. God why am I doing this I am such a fuckup I can’t even

god my head hurts.

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What’s going on this weekend? Anything good?

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	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:09 am UTC (link)
	sam my woMAN whats good?? idk did you hear about anything (Reply to this) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Nope. That's why I asked. You could throw a party. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:14 am UTC (link)
	o i could. but last time i did it some girl tried to fill my fish tank w/ vodka (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:17 am UTC (link)
	Was NOT me. Poor fishies! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:18 am UTC (link)
	ya srsly that wasnt cool whoever did that. what a party foul killin the pets i mite do it, if you help contribute sum $$$$$$ for libations (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:20 am UTC (link)
	Plus, less vodka for everyone else but the fish. I've got a few bucks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:22 am UTC (link)
	holy fuck thats rite. man she sucked. never inviting HER again sweet. PYT you just drop some dinero and ill get us all schwasted. thats the lin guarantee (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:24 am UTC (link)
	Invite me instead. Sounds good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:25 am UTC (link)
	duh dont i always. aint no party like a sam muise party word. bring some cute girl friends (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:27 am UTC (link)
	Got that right, honey. ~~I don't~~ I'll see what I can do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:33 am UTC (link)
	especially [THE TAYGETE] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	omuse 2012-01-13 05:34 am UTC (link)
	We'll see, Pat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	winesipper 2012-01-13 05:35 am UTC (link)
	im fluttering my eyelashes plz plz plz (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Patrick Lin omuse 2012-01-13 05:38 am UTC (link)
	I'll try, but she's not so much into parties. You know that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Samantha Muise winesipper 2012-01-13 05:39 am UTC (link)
	ya but she listens to you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Patrick Lin omuse 2012-01-13 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes. I said I'd try, ok? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Samantha Muise winesipper 2012-01-13 05:43 am UTC (link)
	k i guess that works (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Patrick Lin omuse 2012-01-13 05:46 am UTC (link)
	If I get her to come you have to make sure she doesn't spend all night telling me to quit drinking. But you can't do it by like groping her either. Deal? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Samantha Muise winesipper 2012-01-13 05:48 am UTC (link)
	yeah ttly got ur back, girl no groping. got it. you got a deal (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to: Patrick Lin omuse 2012-01-13 05:51 am UTC (link)
	Good, great. Can't wait. (Reply to this) (Parent)